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To Have and to Hold

by Teething Veils

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erinmack While this album revisits comfortably familiar Teething Veils themes (death, religious iconography), the band has leveled up: the marriage of disparate strings, keys, and drums is tight and the vocals are distinct, clear, and compelling. A rollicking journey of DC and its environs through singular, vivid moments, the listener is left with an emotionally charged sense of place and a renewed appreciation for the beautiful ordinary. This music resists easy categorization, and we all benefit for it. Favorite track: Baltimore Broommaker.
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    released July 23, 2022

    Kevin Buckholdt | drums
    Hester Doyle | cello, voice
    Craig Garrett | bass guitar
    Adrina Marie | violin, voice
    Greg Svitil | guitar, piano, voice

    Words and music by Greg Svitil
    Arr. Buckholdt, Doyle, Garrett, Marie, Svitil

    To Have and to Hold
    Teething Veils | 6
    Etxe Records & Productions | 29
    Recorded and mixed by Don Godwin at Tonal Park | Takoma Park, MD
    January 8-12, 2022
    Mastered by James Plotkin at Plotkinworks | Bethlehem, PA

    Artwork by Adam de Boer
    Sleeve design by Craig Garrett

    Special thanks to Erin Frisby and Kate Oczypok

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1.
Ring my bell and I’ll awaken From hearth and home to missing children The flagstone flooded, rolled off the hyacinths I’m off to see the Baltimore broommaker I was tossed across the room I hit the chair with a tune Winnowed down to natural resources I’m off to see the Baltimore broommaker My skin is allergic to rings We outlive the funeral home Where our bodies go Tied up and sewn Down into hell we go It was the fall of nineteen-ninety-eight Stepping out with Ronnie’s shirt from Al and Dave You took it from my torso with your teeth and walked away And now I’m off to see the Baltimore broommaker ‘Neath impolite lamp light, snow fell on me and you Left in a London landfill, two-thousand-two Separated at birth, we tossed away our worth I’m off to see the Baltimore broommaker My skin is allergic to rings We outlive the funeral home Where our bodies go Tied up and sewn Down into hell we go Alisa touched Shostakovich, your seat empty beside me Elisa screamed her Hawkins with rattled brain and body But I’m off to see the Baltimore broommaker
2.
We lie alongside dried-up branches Still as the glistening rocks of Sligo Creek The crows hold your hoven hand At the riverbed, when we sleep With piles of pills and vested authorities Upholding the only things that matter Well-worn hearts and broken bodies Held together by the hands of cadavers To have and to hold, but closed down like the corner store Migraine meds, heated beds, packs of ice You can’t always get what you want But, once in a while, it would be nice I was made too mulish not to move out of my own way I’ve been sitting on this corner for a minute Burning out while the whole house burns down Snuffing out the heart and what’s in it To have and to hold, but closed down like the corner store Migraine meds, heated beds, packs of ice You can’t always get what you want But, once in a while, it would be nice
3.
I’m waiting for my love to sleep Through there’s little peace when they dream They jump awake at a quarter past three and light up my screen Just one wish fulfilled keeps this sweet old world turning The pain flows chronically Ever-after as their heart beats through the sunlit sheets I’m waiting for my love to sleep “Dive” plays on the stereo, and I think of all the places I’ve not gone The sunset shines in their eyes, the clouds roll in, their knee shakes and their head spins Nothing good is easy, but right now this feels easier than anything I’ve known The pain flows chronically Pulsing through the bloodstream till the water meets the well I’m waiting for my love to sleep Waiting at their bedside, glowing like a belle
4.
The Castaway 03:21
You walked through the basement and fell to the floor by the latch You reached for the sink that your fingers were too weak to catch You coated your veins with elixirs for emptiness’ sake You might have been found by the medics to stun you awake The beans all did blossom but all of those blossoms were beaned The world might have ended for us in twenty-seventeen With no guts or gumption and both barrels aimed at the ground The heft of the hailstorm did rattle a thunderous sound It snows all day on the castaway On ice they slide, into the grave they glide I lean on the stepstool to foster a sense of who’s here A midwintry light passed through tears in the pale wicker chair Tied to the hinterland, unliving housemates abound Stepped to the shore in the storm where the bravest are drowned It snows all day on the castaway On ice they slide, into the grave they glide
5.
The Eulogist 02:28
The eulogist howls at the moon The branches toss their leaves and cover up the heart, out of respect Your bedroom’s light shines down Route 1 You wave your hands and fold your thumbs Dinner’s on the stove with Percocet Every ragbag has their day And I had mine and threw it all away, stood in my own way You’ll read my obituary, printed without commentary How I live hinges on who I am to you I build a house for no one filled with darkened rooms with bells that can’t be unrung Where my mouth burned up in blisters The weather got better, the curse got worse, I split and got hit by a hearse The beam that split apart had to be sistered Never did I know of such a person tilling soil around the ground The courtyard cat follows your footsteps For all that’s pure and convalescing in this world when winter turns to spring Touched by the sun within a weeping willow grove My heart is shattered like a broken car window along the road Its glass shimmers under a flickering street lamp
6.
The canopy swings in the breeze The burial plot is shimmering Too starved to feed, too parched to weep By the Poor Clare Monastery Soaked in honey, stung and sweet A threadbare cloth soothes the feet The dew-dripped grass, St Brigid’s Eve Cross your bread and hope to leave Knees touched to the pavement in the heat Wrists bound to my back in plain defeat We stretch the fog apart to see your face The water surrounds the town, reflects your grace You stepped to the shed, to shed what’s there To gift your heart like Saint Clare Dipped in the stream along Dogue Creek Blessed you are for making me
7.
I laid down on a hard bed between a niche and a ditch I threaded my needle and closed up a stitch I filled my cup with a dream, you deemed the dream obscene I laid down on a hard bed between a niche and a ditch Bags drifted down the river, through the pipes to the sea There was sleet on the sheetrock, debris from the trees The hail touched down to the gravel beneath my feet Senility buried my brain, through the pipes to the sea I counted my failures and rang up my debts Lit by the cruel moon, bereft of the chest I plotted my exit and all of the rest I counted my failures and rang up my debts I fell through the graveyard, battered and thrown Caught on a nail, my clothes came unsewn I lent my ear to the tones of the bones I fell through the graveyard, battered and thrown
8.
The well ran dry, however wide The skin so pallid, the mouth so dry From glares that gleamed across the face Of pinhole ears that know no grace To plant the heel, to slow the stride To watch the stars, distill the night Deliver me from sewn-up dread The water lilies cloak the dead Ovations void of bond and worth My wraith walks tall under the earth Not much to see, the ink does fade Without the shade, within the grave Cold soil warms itself to you What you withhold leaves you, too The right to feed, the right to live Your life and words I do forgive
9.
The fortune teller by Ruby’s Restaurant Throws a look, cold as Vermont The drizzle glistens on the porch The paint chips fall, you’re holding court Your license revoked, your symptoms rose Your hand pressed to the stove The cold wind sways you, the floors are swept You cross yourself and hold your breath The moon pours light into your eyes’ cove You linger in a weeping willow grove You scratch your neck, you tap your feet Autumn leaves, winter sleets The Christmas lights are cold and wet A twilight twine marks your neck Your flesh and bones carried away Grim and gray, held by the clay
10.
The porch light’s on for you I can almost hear you cough There was little we could do To keep the wheels from falling off The bricks hold echos here They house an orchestra of crickets Short of breath, let down Holed up, held up in the wickets You remember when you lived here The pattering of feet It’s Christmas in Virginia In the afterworld it’s Halloween You dropped a button in the plate To have a place on New Year’s Eve You drove right through the gates And now you whistle through the trees Floating through the chapel There’s no good place to land Are you still somewhere around here? Do you still know who I am? You remember when you lived here The raindrops on the street It’s Christmas in Virginia In the afterworld it’s Halloween
11.
Raised from the basement, slighted and struck In a weather-worn house where no side is up An asthmatic nurse, staving off the hearse With meds in the bed and an inhaler in the purse Spat on and muzzled and bruised down your face Walking through hell like you own the place Hiding out underground, sleepless and stealth With no one to nurse the nurse back to health Over the river, under the moon, I go over the river with you tonight Ghosts pushing strollers past spirits on the corner Down past the alley where there’s something to live for Guard dogs in the backs of brown wagons without plates Banged-up and battered and pressed up to the gates Taking another forlorn shot to kill off all the pain Where ulcers bleed out into droplets of rain Crossing the tracks and biting your tongue In life and in death, soldiering on Over the river, under the moon, I go over the river with you tonight Fighting the rocks and the pills and the wine Off the road to recovery with darling Clementine Containing the pain and ghosting away The bells cracked apart on this Christmas Day It’s Bloomsday on the beach, the waves swallow the air It’s Flag Day in prison, it’s neither here nor there With sunset-hued eyes suspended from the ceiling Can we get another take? Once more, with feeling? It’s four in the morning, you see your stilted breath The twilight in your eyes unveils a glimmer of death Parched out on pavement where you tore Babel down It’s all over now, send in the clowns In the old rugged house, there’s no place like home There’s a glass mausoleum in the closet in your room Sunk into sheetrock, you’ve spent all your luck Over the rainbow, under the bus Over the river, under the moon, I go over the river with you tonight

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released July 23, 2022

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Teething Veils Washington, D.C.

"These songs—sepia-toned yet searching, eccentric yet melodically inclined—add up to something that feels like its own universe, sometimes wistful, sometimes the kind of menacing only achieved via a late-career Tom Waits death rattle." -Wash CP

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